### CC Adi 5.233

> আপনার কথা লিখি নির্লজ্জ হইয়া ।\
> নিত্যানন্দগুণে লেখায় উন্মত্ত করিয়া ॥২৩৩॥

> āpanāra kathā likhi nirlajja ha-iyā\
> nityānanda-guṇe lekhāya unmatta kariyā

*āpanāra*—personal; *kathā*—description; *likhi*—I write; *nirlajja ha-iyā*—being shameless; *nityānanda-guṇe*—the attributes of Nityānanda; *lekhāya*—cause to write; *unmatta kariyā*—making like a madman.

**I have described my own story without reservations. The attributes of Lord Nityānanda, making me like a madman, force me to write these things.**