### CC Antya 4.196

> ঘৃণা করি’ আলিঙ্গন না করিতাম যবে ।\
> কৃষ্ণ-ঠাঞি অপরাধ-দণ্ড পাইতাম তবে ॥১৯৬॥

> ghṛṇā kari' āliṅgana nā karitāma yabe\
> kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi aparādha-daṇḍa pāitāma tabe

*ghṛṇā kari'*—hating; *āliṅgana*—embracing; *nā karitāma*—I would not do; *yabe*—when; *kṛṣṇa-ṭhāñi*—unto Lord Kṛṣṇa; *aparādha-daṇḍa*—punishment for offenses; *pāitāma*—I would have gotten; *tabe*—then.

**"If I had hated Sanātana Gosvāmī and had not embraced him, I would certainly have been chastised for offenses to Kṛṣṇa.**