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Śrī-Caitanya-caritāmṛta
evaṁvrataḥ sva-priya-nāma-kīrtyā jātānurāgo druta-citta uccaiḥ hasaty atho roditi rauti gāyaty unmādavan nṛtyati loka-bāhyaḥ
SYNONYMS
evaṁvrataḥ —when one thus engages in the vow to chant and dance;  sva —own;  priya —very dear;  nāma —holy name;  kīrtyā —by chanting;  jāta —in this way develops;  anurāgaḥ —attachment;  druta-cittaḥ —very eagerly;  uccaiḥ —loudly;  hasati —laughs;  atho —also;  roditi —cries;  rauti —becomes agitated;  gāyati —chants;  unmādavat —like a madman;  nṛtyati —dancing;  loka-bāhyaḥ —without caring for outsiders.
TRANSLATION
“‘When a person is actually advanced and takes pleasure in chanting the holy name of the Lord, who is very dear to him, he is agitated and loudly chants the holy name. He also laughs, cries, becomes agitated and chants just like a madman, not caring for outsiders.’
TEXTS 95-96
এই তাঁর বাক্যে আমি দৃঢ় বিশ্বাস ধরি’।  
 নিরন্তর কৃষ্ণনাম সংকীর্তন করি ॥ ৯৫ ॥  
 সেই কৃষ্ণনাম কর্তৃ গাওয়ায়, নাচায়।  
 গাহি, নাচি নাহি আমি আপন-ইচ্ছায় ॥ ৯৬ ॥
ei tāṅra vākye āmi dṛḍha viśvāsa dhari’ 
    nirantara kṛṣṇa-nāma saṅkīrtana kari 
    sei kṛṣṇa-nāma kabhu gāoyāya, nācāya 
    gāhi, nāci nāhi āmi āpana-icchāya
SYNONYMS
ei —this;  tāṅra —his (My spiritual master’s);  vākye —in the words of;  āmi —I;  dṛḍha —firm;  viśvāsa —faith;  dhari —depend;  nirantara —always;  kṛṣṇa-nāma —the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa;  saṅkīrtana —chanting;  kari —continue;  sei —that;  kṛṣṇa-nāma —the holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa;  kabhu —sometimes;  gāoyāya —causes Me to chant;  nācāya —causes Me to dance;  gāhi —by chanting;  nāci —dancing;  nāhi —not;  āmi —Myself;  āpana —own;  icchāya —will.
TRANSLATION
“I firmly believe in these words of My spiritual master, and therefore I always chant the holy name of the Lord, alone and in the association of devotees. That holy name of Lord Kṛṣṇa sometimes causes Me to chant and dance, and therefore I chant and dance. Please do not think that I intentionally do it. I do it automatically.