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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Ādi-līlā, Ch. 16]
TEXT 88
কহিতে চাহয়ে কিছু, না আইসে উত্তর । তবে বিচারয়ে মনে হইয়া কাকর ॥ ৮৮ ॥
kahite cāhaye kichu, nā āise uttara tabe vicāraye mane ha-iyā phāṅphara
SYNONYMS
kahite —to speak;  cāhaye —wants;  kichu —something;  nā —not;  āise —comes;  uttara —any reply;  tabe —thereafter;  vicāraye —considers;  mane —within the mind;  ha-iyā —becoming;  phāṅphara —puzzled.
TRANSLATION
He wanted to say something, but no reply could come from his mouth. He then began to consider this puzzle within his mind.
TEXT 89
পড়ুয়া বালক কৈল বোর বুদ্ধি লোপ । আলি—সরষতী বোরে করিয়াছেন কোপ ॥ ৮৯ ॥
paḍuyā bālaka kaila mora buddhi lopa jāni—sarasvatī more kariyāchena kopa
SYNONYMS
paḍuyā —student;  bālaka —a boy;  kaila —made;  mora —my;  buddhi —intelligence;  lopa —lost;  jāni —I can understand;  sarasvatī —mother Sarasvatī;  more —with me;  kariyāchena —must have been;  kopa —angry.
TRANSLATION
“This mere boy has blocked my intelligence. I can therefore understand that mother Sarasvatī has become angry with me.
PURPORT
In  Bhagavad-gītā  it is clearly said that all intelligence comes from the Supreme Personality of Godhead, who is situated in everyone's heart as Paramātmā. The Paramātmā gave the  paṇḍita  the intelligence to understand that because he was proud of his learning and wanted to defeat even the Supreme Lord, by the will of the Lord and through the agency of mother Sarasvatī he had been defeated. One should not, therefore, be too proud of one's position. Even if one is a greatly learned scholar, if he commits an offense to the lotus feet of the Lord he will not