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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-lilā, Ch. 1
in which;  cikitsā —treatment;  api —although;  kutsāyām —in defamation;  paryavasyati —ends in.
TRANSLATION
“My dear friend, these palpitations of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s heart are extremely difficult to cure. Even if one applied some medical treatment, it would only end in defamation.”
PURPORT
This verse ( Vidagdha-mādhava  2.8) is spoken by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī Herself.
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ধরিঅ পড়িচ্ছন্দগুণং
স্বন্দর মহ মন্দিরে তুমং বসসি।
তহ তহ রুক্ষসি বলিঅং
জহ জহ চইদা পলাএম্হি ? ১৪৪ ॥
dhari-a paḍicchanda-guṇaṁ
sundara maha mandire tumaṁ vasasi
taha taha rundhasi bali-aṁ
jaha jaha ca-idā palāemhi
SYNONYMS
dhari-a —capturing;  paḍicchanda-guṇaṁ —the quality of an artistic picture;  sundara —O most beautiful one;  maha —my;  mandire —within the heart;  tumaṁ —You;  vasasi —reside;  taha taha —that much;  rundhasi —You block;  bali-aṁ —by force;  jaha jaha —as much as;  ca-idā —being disturbed;  palāemhi —I try to escape.
TRANSLATION
“O dearly beautiful, the artistic loveliness of Your picture is now impressed within My mind. Since You are now living within My mind, wherever I wish to run because I am agitated by impressions of You, I find that You, O My friend, are blocking My way.”
PURPORT
This verse ( Vidagdha-mādhava  2.33) is written in the Prākṛta language, not in Sanskrit. When transformed into Sanskrit, it reads as follows: