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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 2]
dvāra mānā haila, haridāsa duḥkhī haila mane ki lāgiyā dvāra-mānā keha nāhi jāne
SYNONYMS
dvāra mānā —closed door;  haila —there was;  haridāsa —Choṭa Haridāsa;  duḥkhī —very unhappy;  haila mane —became within his mind;  ki lāgiyā —for what reason;  dvāra-mānā —the door was closed;  keha nāhi jāne —no one could understand.
TRANSLATION
When Junior Haridāsa heard that he had been ordered not to approach Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, he was very unhappy. No one could understand why he had been ordered not to come.
TEXT 115
তিনদিন হৈল হরিদাস করে উপবাস । স্বরূপাদি আসি, পুছিলা মহাপ্রভুর পাশ ॥ ১১৫ ॥
tina-dina haila haridāsa kare upavāsa svarūpādi āsi, puchilā mahāprabhura pāśa
SYNONYMS
tina-dina haila —for three days;  haridāsa —Junior Haridāsa;  kare upavāsa —was fasting;  svarūpa-ādi —Svarūpa Dāmodara and other confidential devotees;  āsi —coming;  puchilā —inquired;  mahāprabhura pāśa —from Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
TRANSLATION
Haridāsa fasted continuously for three days. Then Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī and other confidential devotees approached Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu to inquire from Him.
TEXT 116
“কোন্ অপরাধ, প্রভু, কৈল হরিদাস ? কি লাগিয়া দ্বার-মানা, করে উপবাস ?” ১১৬ ॥
“kon aparādha, prabhu, kaila haridāsa? ki lāgiyā dvāra-mānā, kare upavāsa?”