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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 2
TRANSLATION
Thus at the end of one night, Junior Haridāsa, after offering Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu his respectful obeisances, departed for Prayāga without saying anything to anyone.
TEXT 147
প্রভুপদপ্রাপ্তি লাগি’ সঙ্কল্প করিল । ত্রিবেণী প্রবেশ করি’ প্রাণ ছাড়িল ॥ ১৪৭ ॥
prabhu-pada-prāpti lāgi’ saṅkalpa karila triveṇī praveśa kari’ prāṇa chāḍila
SYNONYMS
prabhu-pada —the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  prāpti lāgi’ —with a view to getting;  saṅkalpa karila —decided definitely;  tri-veṇī praveśa kari’ —entering into the water at the confluence of the Ganges and Yamunā at Prayāga;  prāṇa chāḍila —give up his life.
TRANSLATION
Junior Haridāsa had conclusively decided to attain shelter at the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. Thus he entered deep into the water at Triveṇī, the confluence of the Ganges and Yamunā at Prayāga, and in this way gave up his life.
TEXT 148
সেইক্ষণে দিব্যদেহে প্রভুপ্মানে আইলা । প্রভুকৃপা পাঞ্জা অন্তর্ধানেই রহিলা ॥ ১৪৮ ॥
sei-kṣaṇe divya-dehe prabhu-sthāne āilā prabhu-kṛpā pāñā antardhānei rahilā
SYNONYMS
sei-kṣaṇe —immediately thereupon;  divya-dehe —in a spiritual body;  prabhu-sthāne āilā —came to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  prabhu-kṛpā —the mercy of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  pāñā —getting;  antardhānei rahilā —remained invisible.
TRANSLATION
Immediately after committing suicide in this way, he went in his spiritual body to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu and received the mercy of the Lord. However, he still remained invisible.