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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 2]
TEXT 166
স্বরূপাদি মিলি’ তবে বিচার করিলা। ত্রিবেণী-প্রভাবে হরিদাস প্রভুপদ পাইলা ॥ ১৬৬ ॥
svarūpādi mili’ tabe vicāra karilā triveṇī-prabhāve haridāsa prabhu-pada pāilā
SYNONYMS
svarūpa-ādi —devotees headed by Svarūpa Dāmodara;  mili’ —coming together;  tabe —then;  vicāra karilā —discussed;  triveṇī-prabhāve —by the influence of the holy place at the confluence of the Ganges and Yamunā;  haridāsa —Junior Haridāsa;  prabhu-pada pāilā —achieved the shelter of the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
TRANSLATION
Then all the devotees, headed by Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī, concluded that because Haridāsa had committed suicide at the confluence of the rivers Ganges and Yamunā, he must have ultimately attained shelter at the lotus feet of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu.
PURPORT
Śrīla Bhaktivinoda Ṭhākura remarks that after one adopts the renounced order and accepts the dress of either a  sannyāsī  or a  bābājī , if he entertains the idea of sense gratification, especially in relationship with a woman, the only atonement is to commit suicide in the confluence of the Ganges and Yamunā. Only by such atonement can his sinful life be purified. If such a person is thus punished, it is possible for him to attain the shelter of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. Without such punishment, however, the shelter of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu is very difficult to regain.
TEXT 167
এইমত লীলা করে শচীর নন্দন । যাহা শুনি’ ভক্তগণের যুদ্ধায় কর্ণ-মন ॥ ১৬৭ ॥
ei-mata līlā kare śacīra nandana yāhā śuni’ bhakta-gaṇera yuḍāya karṇa-mana
SYNONYMS
ei-mata —in this way;  līlā kare —continues to execute pastimes;  śacīra nandana —the son of mother Śacī;  yāhā śuni’ —hearing which;  bhakta-gaṇera —of the devotees;  yuḍāya —satisfies;  karṇa-mana —the ears and the mind.