Text 41]
Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord
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saba rātri krandana kari' kaila jāgaraṇa prātaḥ-kāle āmā-duṅhāya kaila nivedana
SYNONYMS
saba rātri —throughout the whole night;  krandana —crying;  kari' —doing;  kaila jāgaraṇa —remained awake;  prātaḥ-kāle —in the morning;  āmā-duṅhāya —to the two of us;  kaila —made;  nivedana —submission.
TRANSLATION
“He stayed up all night and cried. In the morning, he came to us and submitted the following plea.
TEXT 40
‘রঘুনাথের পাদপদ্মে বেচিয়াছোঁ মাথা। কাড়িতে না পারেঁ মাথা, পাঙ বড় ব্যথা ॥ ৪০ ॥
‘raghunāthera pāda-padme veciyāchoṅ māthā kāḍite nā pāroṅ māthā, pāṅa baḍa vyathā
SYNONYMS
raghu-nāthera —of Lord Rāmacandra;  pāda-padme —at the lotus feet;  veciyāchoṅ māthā —I have sold my head;  kāḍite —to take away;  nā pāroṅ —I am unable;  māthā —the head;  pāṅa —I get;  baḍa vyathā —too much pain.
TRANSLATION
“ ‘I have sold my head at the lotus feet of Lord Rāmacandra. I cannot take it away. That would be too painful for me.
TEXT 41
কুপা করি’ মোরে আজ্ঞা দেহ’ দুইজন। জন্মে-জন্মে সেবোঁ রঘুনাথের চরণ ॥ ৪১ ॥
kṛpā kari’ more ājñā deha’ dui-jana janme-janme sevoṅ raghunāthera caraṇa
SYNONYMS
kṛpā kari’ —being merciful;  more —unto me;  ājñā deha’ —give the order;  dui-jana —both of you;  janme-janme —life after life;  sevoṅ —let me serve;  raghunāthera caraṇa —the lotus feet of Lord Raghunātha.