Text 63]
Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord
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TEXT 62
গাঢ়ানুরাগের বিয়োগ না যায় সহন । তাতে অনুরাগী বাঞ্ছে আপন মরণ ॥ ৬২ ॥
gāḍhānurāgera viyoga nā yāya sahana tāte anurāgī vāñche āpana maraṇa
SYNONYMS
gāḍha-anurāgera—of one who has deep attachment; viyoga—separation; nā—not; yāya sahana—tolerated; tāte—therefore; anurāgī—a deeply attached devotee; vāñche—desires; āpana maraṇa—death of himself.
TRANSLATION
“One who is deeply in love with Kṛṣṇa cannot tolerate separation from the Lord. Therefore such a devotee always desires his own death.
TEXT 63
যস্ত্রাজ্ঞি পঙ্কজরজঃস্রপনং মহান্বো বাঞ্ছম্ভ্রামাপতিরিবাত্মতমোপহত্যৈ । যহ্যাসুজাক্ষ ন লভেয় ভবংপ্রসাদং জহ্যামসুন্ ব্রতকৃশাঞ্ছতজন্মভিঃ স্ত্রাং ॥ ৬৩ ॥
yasyāṅghri-paṅkaja-rajaḥ-snapanaṁ mahānto vāñchanty umā-patir ivātma-tamo 'pahatyai yarhy ambujākṣa na labheya bhavat-prasādaṁ jahyām asūn vrata-kṛśāñ chata-janmabhiḥ syāt
SYNONYMS
yasya—whose; aṅghri—of feet; paṅka-ja—lotus; rajaḥ—in the dust; snapanam—bathing; mahāntaḥ—great personalities; vāñchanti—desire; umā-patiḥ—Lord Śiva; iva—like; ātma—personal; tamaḥ—ignorance; apahatyai—to drive away; yarhi—when; ambuja-akṣa—O lotus-eyed one; na labheya—I do not get; bhavat-prasādam—Your mercy; jahyām—I shall give up; asūn—life; vrata-kṛśān—reduced by observing vows; śata-janmabhiḥ—by hundreds of births; syāt—if it is possible.
TRANSLATION
“O lotus-eyed one, great personalities like Lord Śiva desire to bathe in the dust of Your lotus feet to drive away ignorance. If I do not get the mercy of