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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 4]
SYNONYMS
sarva-jñā —who knows everything;  mahāprabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  niṣedhilā —has forbidden;  more —me;  prabhura —of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  caraṇa —the feet;  dhari —touching;  kahena tārihāre —began to speak to Him.
TRANSLATION
Sanātana Gosvāmī concluded, “Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, who knows everything—past, present and future—has forbidden me to commit suicide.”  He then fell down, touching the lotus feet of the Lord, and spoke to Him as follows.
TEXT 74
“সবজ্ঞ, কুপালু তুমি দ্বৈত্ব স্বতন্ত্র । যৈছে নাচাও, তৈছে নাচি,—যেন কার্ত্তযন্ত্র ॥ ৭৪ ॥
“sarvajña, kṛpālu tumi īśvara svatantra yaiche nācāo, taiche nāci, —yena kāṣṭha-yantra
SYNONYMS
sarva-jñā —all-knowing;  kṛpālu —merciful;  tumi —You;  īśvara —the Supreme Lord;  svatantra —independent;  yaiche —as;  nācāo —You make to dance;  taiche —so;  nāci —I dance;  yena —as if;  kāṣṭha-yantra —an instrument of wood.
TRANSLATION
“My Lord, You are the omniscient, merciful, independent Supreme Lord. Exactly like an instrument of wood, I dance as You make me do so.
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নীচ, অধম, পামর মুঞি পামর-স্বভাব । মোরে জিয়াইলে তোমার কিবা হবে লাভ ?” ৭৫ ॥
nīca, adhama, pāmara muñi pāmara-svabhāva more jiyāile tomāra kibā habe lābha? ”
SYNONYMS
nīca —lowborn;  adhama —lowest;  pāmara —condemned;  muñi —I;  pāmara-svabhāva —naturally sinful;  more jiyāile —if You save me;  tomāra —Your;  kibā —what;  habe —will be;  lābha —profit.