Text 141]
Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord
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aparādha haya mora, nāhika nistāra jagannātheha nā dekhiye, —e duḥkha apāra
SYNONYMS
aparādha—offense; haya—is; mora—mine; nāhika nistāra—there is no deliverance; jagannātheha—also Lord Jagannātha; nā dekhiye—I cannot see; e—this; duḥkha apāra—great unhappiness.
TRANSLATION
“In this way I am committing offenses at His lotus feet, for which I shall certainly not be delivered. At the same time, I cannot see Lord Jagannātha. This is my great unhappiness.”
TEXT 140
হিত-নিমিত্ত আইলাঙ আমি, হৈল বিপরীতে । কি করিলে হিত হয় নারি নির্ধারিতে ॥ ১৪০ ॥
hita-nimitta āilāṅa āmi, haila viparīte ki karile hita haya nāri nirdhārite”
SYNONYMS
hita-nimitta—for benefit; āilāṅa—came; āmi—I; haila viparīte—it has become just the opposite; ki karile—how; hita haya—there will be benefit; nāri nirdhārite—I cannot ascertain.
TRANSLATION
“I came here for my benefit, but now I see that I am getting just the opposite. I do not know, nor can I ascertain, how there will be benefit for me.”
TEXT 141
পণ্ডিত কহে,—“তোমার বাসযোগ্য ‘বৃহস্পাবন’ । রথযাত্রা দেখি’ তাহাঁ করহ গমন ॥ ১৪১ ॥
paṇḍita kahe, —“tomāra vāsa-yogya ‘vṛndāvana’ ratha-yātrā dekhi’ tāhāṅ karaha gamana
SYNONYMS
paṇḍita kahe—Jagadānanda Paṇḍita said; tomāra—your; vāsa-yogya—a suitable place for residence; vṛndāvana—Vṛndāvana; ratha-yātrā dekhi’—after seeing the Ratha-yātrā festival; tāhāṅ—there; karaha gamana—go.