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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 4]
TRANSLATION
Sanātana Gosvāmī backed away, but Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu caught him by force and embraced him.
TEXT 150
দুই জন লঞ্জা প্রভু বসিলা পিণ্ডাতে । নির্বিপ্ল সনাতন লাগিলা কহিতে ॥ ১৫০ ॥
dui jana lañā prabhu vasilā piṇḍāte nirviṇṇa sanātana lāgilā kahite
SYNONYMS
dui jana lañā —taking the two of them;  prabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  vasilā —sat down;  piṇḍāte —on the altar;  nirviṇṇa —advanced in renunciation;  sanātana —Sanātana Gosvāmī;  lāgilā kahite —began to speak.
TRANSLATION
The Lord took them both with Him and sat down in a sacred place. Then Sanātana Gosvāmī, who was advanced in renunciation, began to speak.
TEXT 151
“হিত লাগি’ আইনু মুঞি, হৈল বিপরীত । সেবাযোগ্য নহি, অপরাধ করেঁ । নিতি নিতি ॥ ১৫১ ॥
“hita lāgi’ āinu muñi, haila viparīta sevā-yogya nahi, aparādha karoṅ niti niti
SYNONYMS
hita lāgi’ —for benefit;  āinu muñi —I came;  haila viparīta —it has become just the opposite;  sevā-yogya nahi —I am not fit to render service;  aparādha karoṅ —I commit offenses;  niti niti —day after day.
TRANSLATION
“I came here for my benefit,” he said, “but I see that I am getting just the opposite. I am unfit to render service. I simply commit offenses day after day.
TEXT 152
সহজে নীচ-জাতি মুঞি, দুষ্ট, ‘পাপাশয়’ । মোরে তুমি ছুঁইলে মোর অপরাধ হয় ॥ ১৫২ ॥