Text 154]
Sanātana Gosvāmī Visits the Lord
73
sahaje nīca-jāti muñi, duṣṭa, ‘pāpāśaya’ more tumi chuṅile mora aparādha haya
SYNONYMS
sahaje—by nature; nīca-jāti—lowborn; muñi—I; duṣṭa—sinful; pāpa-āśaya— reservoir of sinful activities; more—me; tumi chuṅile—if You touch; mora—my; aparādha haya—there is offense.
TRANSLATION
“By nature I am lowborn. I am a contaminated reservoir of sinful activities. If You touch me, sir, that will be a great offense on my part.
TEXT 153
তাহাতে আমার অঙ্গে কণ্ণু-রসা-রক্ত চলে। তোমার অঙ্গে লাগে, তবু স্পর্শহ তুমি বলে ॥ ১৫৩ ॥
tāhāte āmāra aṅge kaṇḍu-rasā-rakta cale tomāra aṅge lāge, tabu sparśaha tumi bale
SYNONYMS
tāhāte—over and above this; āmāra—my; aṅge—on the body; kaṇḍu-rasā— from wet, itching sores; rakta—blood; cale—runs; tomāra aṅge lāge—touches Your body; tabu—still; sparśaha—touch; tumi—You; bale—by force.
TRANSLATION
“Moreover, blood is running from infected itching sores on my body, smearing Your body with moisture, but still You touch me by force.
TEXT 154
বীভৎস স্পর্শিতে না কর ঘৃণা-লেশে। এই অপরাধে মোর হবে সর্বনাশে ॥ ১৫৪ ॥
bībhatsa sparśite nā kara ghṛṇā-leśe ei aparādhe mora habe sarva-nāśe
SYNONYMS
bībhatsa—horrible; sparśite—to touch; nā kara—You do not do; ghṛṇā-leśe— even a small bit of aversion; ei aparādhe—because of this offense; mora—my; habe—there will be; sarva-nāśe—loss of everything auspicious.