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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-lilā, Ch. 7]
ajña jīva nija-'hite' 'ahita' kari' māne garva cūrṇa haile, pāche ughāḍe nayane
SYNONYMS
ajña jīva —the ignorant living entity;  nija-hite —his personal benefit;  ahita kari' māne —considers a loss;  garva cūrṇa haile —when pride is cut down;  pāche —afterward;  ughāḍe nayane —the eyes open.
TRANSLATION
An ignorant living being does not recognize his actual profit. Because of ignorance and material pride, he sometimes considers profit a loss, but when his pride is cut down he can actually see his true benefit.
TEXT 120
যরে আসি’ রাত্র্যে ভট্ট চিন্তিতে লাগিল । “পূর্বে প্রয়াগে মোরে মহা-রুপা কৈল ॥ ১২০ ॥
ghare āsi' rātrye bhaṭṭa cintite lāgila “pūrve prayāge more mahā-kṛpā kaila
SYNONYMS
ghare āsi' —coming home;  rātrye —at night;  bhaṭṭa —Vallabha Bhaṭṭa;  cintite lāgila —began to think;  pūrve —previously;  prayāge —at Prayāga;  more —unto me;  mahā-kṛpā kaila —showed great mercy.
TRANSLATION
Returning home that night, Vallabha Bhaṭṭa thought, “Previously, at Prayāga, Lord Caitanya was very kind to me.
TEXT 121
স্বগণ-সহিতে মোর মানিলা নিমজ্জণ । এবে কেনে প্রভুর মোতে ফিরি’ গেল মন ? ১২১ ॥
svagaṇa-sahite mora mānilā nimantraṇa ebe kene prabhura mote phiri' gela mana?
SYNONYMS
sva-gaṇa-sahite —accompanied by His personal associates;  mora —my;  mānilā —accepted;  nimantraṇa —invitation;  ebe —now;  kene —why;  prabhura —