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Šri Caitanya -caritāmrta
[[Antva-lila]] Ch 8
TRANSLATION
“O my Lord Krṣṇa, I could not reach You, nor could I reach Your abode, Mathurā. I am dying in my unhappiness, and now this rascal has come to give me more pain.
TEXT 24
মোরে মুখ না দেখাবি তুই, যাও যথি-তথি । তোরে দেখি’ মৈলে মোর হবে অসদ্গতি ॥ ২৪ ॥
more mukha nā dekhābi tui, yāo yathi-tathi  
 tore dekhi’ maile mora habe asad-gati
SYNONYMS
more —to me;  mukha —face;  nā dekhābi —do not show;  tui —you;  yāo —go;  yathi-tathi —anywhere else;  tore —you;  dekhi’ —seeing;  maile —if I die;  mora habe asat-gati —I shall not get my destination.
TRANSLATION
“Don’t show your face to me! Go anywhere else you like. If I die seeing your face, I shall not achieve the destination of my life.
TEXT 25
কৃষ্ণ না পাইমু মুঞি মরেঁ। আপনার তুংখে । মোরে ‘ব্রহ্ম’ উপদেশে এই ছার মুর্খে ॥” ২৫ ॥
krṣṇa nā pāinu muñi maroṅ āpanāra duḥkhe more ‘brahma’ upadeśe ei chāra mūrkhe’’
SYNONYMS
kṛṣṇa —Kṛṣṇa;  nā pāinu —could not get;  muñi —I;  maroṅ —I die;  āpanāra duḥkhe —in my own unhappiness;  more —to me;  brahma —Brahman;  upadeśe —instructs;  ei —this;  chāra —condemned;  mūrkhe —fool.
TRANSLATION
“I am dying without achieving the shelter of Krşna, and therefore I am greatly unhappy. Now this condemned foolish rascal has come to instruct me about Brahman.”