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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 10]
SYNONYMS
sevā lāgi' —for the matter of service;  koṭi aparādha —ten million offenses;  nāhi gaṇi —I do not care for;  sva-nimitta —for my personal self;  aparādha-ābhāse —by a glimpse of an offense;  bhaya māni —I am afraid.
TRANSLATION
“I would not mind committing hundreds and thousands of offenses for the service of the Lord, but I greatly fear committing even a glimpse of an offense for my own self.”
TEXT 97
এত সব মনে করি’ গোবিন্দ রহিলা। 
    প্রভু যে পুছিলা, তার উত্তর না দিলা ॥ ৯৭ ॥
eta saba mane kari' govinda rahilā 
    prabhu ye puchilā, tāra uttara nā dilā
SYNONYMS
eta saba —all this;  mane kari' —thinking;  govinda rahilā —Govinda kept silent;  prabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  ye —what;  puchilā —inquired;  tāra —of that;  uttara —reply;  nā dilā —did not give.
TRANSLATION
Thinking in this way, Govinda kept silent. He did not reply to the Lord's inquiry.
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প্রত্যহ প্রভুর নিদ্রায় যান প্রসাদ লইতে। 
    সে দিবসের শ্রম দেখি’ লাগিলা চাপিতে ॥ ৯৮ ॥
pratyaha prabhura nidrāya yāna prasāda la-ite 
    se divasera śrama dekhi' lāgilā cāpite
SYNONYMS
prati-aha —daily;  prabhura nidrāya —when the Lord was asleep;  yāna —he goes;  prasāda la-ite —to accept his lunch;  se divasera —of that day;  śrama —the weariness;  dekhi' —seeing;  lāgilā cāpite —began to press.