Text 69]
The Lord's Dealings with Jagadānanda Paṇḍita
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“prati-varṣe āisa sabe āmāre dekhite āsite yāite duḥkha pāo bahu-mate
SYNONYMS
prati-varṣe—every year; āisa—come; sabe—all of you; āmāre dekhite—to see Me; āsite—to come; yāite—to return; duḥkha pāo—you get much trouble; bahu-mate—in various ways.
TRANSLATION
“All of you come to see Me every year,” the Lord said. “To come here and then return must certainly give you great trouble.
TEXT 68
তোমা-সবার দুঃখ জানি চাহি নিষেধিতে ।
তোমা-সবার সঙ্গম্থে লোভ বাড়ে চিত্তে ॥ ৬৮ ॥
tomā-sabāra duḥkha jāni’ cāhi niṣedhite tomā-sabāra saṅga-sukhe lobha bāḍe citte
SYNONYMS
tomā-sabāra—of all of you; duḥkha—trouble; jāni’—understanding; cāhi niṣedhite—I want to stop this; tomā-sabāra—of all of you; saṅga-sukhe—for the happiness of association; lobha—desire; bāḍe—increases; citte—in My mind.
TRANSLATION
“I would like to forbid you to do this, but I enjoy your company so much that My desire for your association only increases.
TEXT 69
নিত্যানন্দে আজ্ঞা দিলুঁ গোঁড়েতে রহিতে ।
আজ্ঞা লজ্জি আইলা, কি পারি বলিতে ? ৬৯ ॥
nityānande ājñā diluṅ gauḍete rahite ājñā laṅghi’ āilā, ki pāri balite?
SYNONYMS
nityānande—unto Śrī Nityānanda Prabhu; ājñā diluṅ—I ordered; gauḍete rahite—to stay in Bengal; ājñā laṅghi’—transgressing My order; āilā—He has come; ki—what; pāri balite—can I say.