Text 24] Pastimes with Jagadānanda and Raghunātha Bhaṭṭa
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bhitarera krodha-duḥkha prakāśa nā kaila mathurā yāite prabhu-sthāne ājñā māgila
SYNONYMS
bhitarera —internal;  krodha-duḥkha —anger and unhappiness;  prakāśa nā kaila —did not disclose;  mathurā yāite —to go to Mathurā;  prabhu-sthāne —from Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  ājñā māgila —asked for permission.
TRANSLATION
Now, concealing his anger and unhappiness, Jagadānanda Paṇḍita again asked Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu for permission to go to Mathurā.
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প্রভু কহে,—“মধুরা যাইবা আমায়-ঞাধ করি’। আমায় দোষ লাগাঞা ভুমি হইবা ভিখারী ॥” ২৩ ॥
prabhu kahe ,—“ mathurā yāibā āmāya krodha kari’ āmāya doṣa lāgāñā tumi ha-ibā bhikhārī ”
SYNONYMS
prabhu kahe —the Lord said;  mathurā yāibā —you would go to Mathurā;  āmāya —at Me;  krodha kari’ —being angry;  āmāya —Me;  doṣa lāgāñā —accusing;  tumi —you;  ha-ibā —will become;  bhikhārī —a beggar.
TRANSLATION
With great affection, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “If you are angry with Me when you go to Mathurā, you will merely become a beggar and criticize Me.”
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জগদানন্দ কহে প্রভুর ধরিয়া চরণ । “পূর্ব হৈতে ইচ্ছা মোর যাইতে বৃন্দাবন ॥ ২৪ ॥
jagadānanda kahe prabhura dhariyā caraṇa “pūrva haite icchā mora yāite vṛndāvana
SYNONYMS
jagadānanda —Jagadānanda Paṇḍita;  kahe —said;  prabhura —of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  dhariyā caraṇa —grasping the lotus feet;  pūrva haite —for a very long time;  icchā —desire;  mora —my;  yāite vṛndāvana —to go to Vṛndāvana.