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The Lord's Feelings of Separation
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SYNONYMS
prāpta —achieved;  praṇaṣṭa —lost;  acyuta —Kṛṣṇa;  vittaḥ —the treasure;  ātmā —mind;  yayau —went;  viṣāda —by lamentation;  ujjhita —given up;  deha-gehaḥ —body and home;  gṛhīta —accepted;  kāpālika-dharmakaḥ —the religious principles of a  kāpālika-yogī , a kind of mendicant;  me —My;  vṛndāvanam —to Vṛndāvana;  sa —with;  indriya —senses;  śiṣya-vṛndaḥ —disciples.
TRANSLATION
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu  said, “At first My mind somehow achieved the treasure of Kṛṣṇa, but it again lost Him. Therefore it gave up My body and home because of lamentation and accepted the religious principles of a  kāpālika-yogī . Then My mind went to Vṛndāvana with its disciples, My senses.”
PURPORT
This verse is clearly metaphorical.
TEXT 42
শ্রাপ্তরত্ন হারাঞ্জ, তার গুণ সঙরিয়া, মহাপ্রভু সন্তাপে বিহুল । রায়-স্বরূপের কণ্ঠ ধরি’, কহে ‘হাহা হরি হরি’, ধৈর্য গেল, হইলা চপল ॥ ৪২ ॥
prāpta-ratna hārāñā, tāra guṇa saṅariyā, mahāprabhu santāpe vihvala rāya-svarūpera kaṇṭha dhari’, kahe ‘hāhā hari hari’, dhairya gela, ha-ilā capala
SYNONYMS
prāpta —acquired;  ratna —gem;  hārāñā —having lost;  tāra —of it;  guṇa —attributes;  saṅariyā —remembering;  mahāprabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  santāpe —in lamentation;  vihvala —overwhelmed;  rāya —of Rāmānanda Rāya;  svarūpera —of Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī;  kaṇṭha dhari’ —catching the necks;  kahe —said;  hāhā hari hari —alas, where is Hari, where is Hari;  dhairya —patience;  gela —lost;  ha-ilā capala —became restless.
TRANSLATION
Having lost His acquired gem, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu became overwhelmed with lamentation by remembering its attributes. Then, grasping the