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The Lord's Feelings of Separation
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Me from dying of heart disease? I must condemn Providence, for he has caused Me so many tribulations by separating Me from Krṣṇa."
Vyādhi  is also described in  Lalita-mādhava :
uttāpī puṭa-pākato 'pi garala-grāmād api kṣobhaṇo dambholer api duḥsahaḥ kaṭur alaṁ hṛn-magna-śūlyād api tīvraḥ prauḍha-visūcikāni-cayato 'py uccair mamāyaṁ balī marmāṇy adya bhinatti gokula-pater viśleṣa-janmā jvaraḥ
Being greatly afflicted by the pain of separation from Krṣṇa, Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī said, "My dear Lalitā, kindly hear Me. I cannot bear suffering the fever of separation from Krṣṇa, nor can I explain it to you. It is something like gold melting in an earthen box. This fever produces more distress than poison, and it is more piercing than a thunderbolt. I suffer exactly like someone almost dead from cholera. To be giving Me so much pain, this fever must be very strong indeed."
Unmāda  is explained as follows:
bhramati bhavana-garbhe nirnimittaṁ hasantī prathayati tava vārtāṁ cetanācetaneṣu luṭhati ca bhuvi rādhā kampitāṅgī murāre viṣama-viraha-khedodgāri-vibhrānta-cittā
Uddhava said to Krṣṇa, "My dear Krṣṇa, all the  gopīs  are so afflicted by Your absence that they have become almost mad. O Murāri, at home Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī laughs unnecessarily and, like a madwoman, inquires about You from every entity without distinction, even from the stones. She rolls on the ground, unable to bear the agony of Your absence."
Moha  is explained as follows:
nirundhe dainyābdhiṁ harati guru-cintā paribhavaṁ vilumpaty unmādaṁ sthagayati balād bāṣpa-laharīm idānīṁ kaṁsāre kuvalaya-dṛśaḥ kevalam idaṁ vidhatte sācivyaṁ tava viraha-mūrcchā-sahacarī
Lalitā wrote Krṣṇa the following letter on Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī's behalf: "My dear Krṣṇa, separation from You has greatly agitated Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī's mind, and She has fallen unconscious on the ground. O enemy of Kaṁsa, You have now become a first-class politician, and therefore You can supposedly give relief to everyone. Therefore please consider the plight of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī, or very soon You will hear of Her death. Maybe at that time You will lament, although now You are jubilant."