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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 14]
Mṛtyu  is explained in the  Harṅsadūta :
aye rāsa-krīḍā-rasika mama sakhyaṁ nava-navā purā baddhā yena praṇaya-laharī hanta gahanā sa cen muktāpekṣas tvam asi dhig imāṁ tūlaśakalaṁ yad etasyā nāsā-nihitam idam adyāpi calati
In the following letter, Lalitā chastised Kṛṣṇa for staying in Mathurā: "Simply by dancing in the circle of the  rāsa  dance, You attracted Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī's love. Why are You now so indifferent to my dear friend Rādhārāṇī? She is lying nearly unconscious, thinking of Your pastimes. I shall determine whether She is alive by putting a cotton swab under Her nostrils, and if She is still living, I shall chastise Her."
TEXT 54
এই দশ-দশায় প্রভু ব্যাকুল রাত্রিদিনে ।   কভু কোন দশা উঠে, স্থির নহে মনে ॥ ৫৪ ॥
ei daśa-daśāya prabhu vyākula rātri-dine kabhu kona daśā uṭhe, sthira nahe mane
SYNONYMS
ei —these;  daśa-daśāya —by ten conditions;  prabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  vyākula —overwhelmed;  rātri-dine —night and day;  kabhu —sometimes;  kona —some;  daśā —condition;  uṭhe —arises;  sthira —steady;  nahe —is not;  mane —the mind.
TRANSLATION
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu was overwhelmed night and day by these ten ecstatic conditions. Whenever such symptoms arose, His mind became unsteady.
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এত কহি’ মহাপ্রভু মোন করিলা।   রামানন্দ-রায় শ্লোক পড়িতে লাগিলা ॥ ৫৫ ॥
eta kahi’ mahāprabhu mauna karilā rāmānanda-rāya śloka paḍite lāgilā