Text 75]
The Lord's Feelings of Separation
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TRANSLATION
“Sometimes Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu would go to the house of Kāśī Miśra. There He would be greatly aggrieved, feeling separation from Kṛṣṇa. The joints of His transcendental body would slacken, and His arms and legs would become elongated. Rolling on the ground, the Lord would cry out in distress in a faltering voice and weep very sorrowfully. The appearance of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu, awakening in my heart, maddens me.”
TEXT 74
সিংহদ্বারে দেখি’ প্রভুর বিস্ময় হইলা । ‘কাঁহা কর কি’—এই স্বরূপে পুছিলা ॥ ৭৪ ॥
siṁha-dvāre dekhi’ prabhura vismaya ha-ilā ‘kāṅhā kara ki’—ei svarūpe puchilā
SYNONYMS
siṁha-dvāre —at the gate known as Siṁha-dvāra;  dekhi’ —seeing;  prabhura —of Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  vismaya ha-ilā —there was astonishment;  kāṅhā —where;  kara ki’ —what am I doing;  ei —this;  svarūpe puchilā —inquired from Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī.
TRANSLATION
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu was very astonished to find Himself in front of the Siṁha-dvāra. He asked Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī, “Where am I? What am I doing here?”
TEXT 75
স্বরূপ কহে,—‘উঠ, প্রভু, চল নিজ-ঘরে । তথাই তোমারে সব করিমু গোচরে ॥ ৭৫ ॥
svarūpa kahe,—‘uṭha, prabhu, cala nija-ghare tathāi tomāre saba karimu gocare’
SYNONYMS
svarūpa kahe —Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī replied;  uṭha prabhu —my dear Lord, please get up;  cala —go;  nija-ghare —to Your place;  tathāi —there;  tomāre —unto You;  saba —all;  karimu gocare —I shall inform.