Text 52]
The Lord's Bodily Transformations
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please speak;  kathām —words;  anyām —other;  dhanyām —auspicious;  aho —alas;  hṛdaye —within My heart;  śayaḥ —lying;  madhura-madhura —sweeter than sweetness;  smera —smiling;  ākāre —whose form;  manaḥ-nayana —to the mind and eyes;  utsave —who gives pleasure;  kṛpaṇa-kṛpaṇā —the best of misers;  kṛṣṇe —for Kṛṣṇa;  tṛṣṇā —thirst;  ciram —at every moment;  bata —alas;  lambate —is increasing.
TRANSLATION
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu said, “‘Alas, what shall I do? To whom shall I speak? Let whatever I have done in hopes of meeting Kṛṣṇa be finished now. Please say something auspicious, but do not speak about Kṛṣṇa. Alas, Kṛṣṇa is lying within My heart like Cupid; therefore how can I possibly give up talking of Him? I cannot forget Kṛṣṇa, whose smile is sweeter than sweetness itself and who gives pleasure to My mind and eyes. Alas, My great thirst for Kṛṣṇa is increasing moment by moment!’
PURPORT
This statement by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī is quoted from  Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta  (42).
TEXT 52
“এই কৃষ্ণের বিরহে, উদ্বেগে মন স্থির নহে, 
  প্রাপ্ত ব্রহ্মাণ্ব-চিন্তন না যায়। 
  যেবা তুমি সখীগণ, বিষাদে বাউল মন, 
  কারে পুছোঁ, কে কহে উপায় ? ৫২ ॥
“ei kṛṣṇera virahe, udvege mana sthira nahe, 
  prāpty-upāya-cintana nā yāya 
  yebā tumi sakhī-gaṇa, viṣāde bāula mana, 
  kāre puchoṅ, ke kahe upāya?
SYNONYMS
ei—this;  kṛṣṇera —of Kṛṣṇa;  virahe —in separation;  udvege —in anxiety;  mana —mind;  sthira —patient;  nahe —is not;  prāpti-upāya —the means for obtaining;  cintana nā yāya —I cannot think of;  yebā —all;  tumi —you;  sakhī-gaṇa —friends;  viṣāde —in lamentation;  bāula —maddened;  mana —minds;  kāre —whom;  puchoṅ —shall I ask;  ke —who;  kahe —will speak;  upāya —the means.
TRANSLATION
“The anxiety caused by separation from Kṛṣṇa has made Me impatient, and I can think of no way to meet Him. O My friends, you are also deranged by lamentation. Who, therefore, will tell Me how to find Him?