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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 17]
“যারে চাহি ছাড়িতে, সেই শুঞা আছে চিত্তে, কোন রীতে না পারি ছাড়িতে ॥” ৫৬ ॥
kahitei ha-ila smṛti, citte haila kṛṣṇa-sphūrti, sakhīre kahe hañā vismite “yāre cāhi chāḍite, sei śuñā āche citte, kona rīte nā pāri chāḍite”
SYNONYMS
kahitei —while speaking;  ha-ila —there was;  smṛti —remembrance;  citte —in the heart;  haila —there was;  kṛṣṇa-sphūrti —the appearance of Kṛṣṇa;  sakhīre —to the friends;  kahe —said;  hañā vismite —being very astonished;  yāre —He whom;  cāhi chāḍite —I want to give up;  sei —that person;  śuñā āche —is lying;  citte —in the heart;  kona rīte —by any process;  nā pāri —I am not able;  chāḍite —to give up.
TRANSLATION
“While speaking in this way, Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī suddenly remembered Kṛṣṇa. Indeed, He appeared within Her heart. Greatly astonished, She told Her friends, ‘The person I want to forget is lying in My heart.’
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রাধাভাবের স্বভাব আন, কৃষ্ণে করায় ‘কাম’-জ্ঞান, কাম-জ্ঞানে ত্রাস হৈল চিত্তে । কহে—“যে জগৎ মারে, সে পশ্চিল অন্তরে, এই বৈরী না দেয় পাসরিতে ॥” ৫৭ ॥
rādhā-bhāvera svabhāva āna, kṛṣṇe karāya ‘kāma’-jñāna, kāma-jñāne trāsa haila citte kahe—“ye jagat māre, se paśila antare, ei vairī nā deya pāsarite”
SYNONYMS
rādhā-bhāvera —of the ecstasy of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī;  sva-bhāva —characteristic;  āna —another;  kṛṣṇe —to Kṛṣṇa;  karāya —causes Her to do;  kāma-jñāna —understanding as Cupid;  kāma —as Cupid;  jñāne —in the understanding;  trāsa —fear;  haila —was;  citte —in the mind;  kahe —She says;  ye —the person who;  jagat —the whole world;  māre —conquers;  se —that person;  paśila —entered;  antare —within My heart;  ei vairī —this enemy;  nā deya —does not allow;  pāsarite —to forget.