Text 59]
The Lord's Bodily Transformations
109
TRANSLATION
“Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s ecstasy also made Her think of Kṛṣṇa as Cupid, and this understanding frightened Her. She said, ‘This Cupid, who has conquered the whole world and entered My heart, is My greatest enemy, for He does not allow Me to forget Him.’
TEXT 58
ঔৎসুক্যের প্রাবীণ্যে, জিতি’ অন্য ভাব-সৈন্যে, উদয় হৈল নিজ-রাজ্য-মনে । মনে হইল লালস, না হয় আপন-বশ, তুঃখে মনে করেন ভৎসনে ॥ ৫৮ ॥
autsukyera prāvīṇye, jiti’ anya bhāva-sainye, udaya haila nija-rājya-mane mane ha-ila lālasa, nā haya āpana-vaśa, duḥkhe mane karena bhartsane
SYNONYMS
autsukyera—of eagerness; prāvīṇye—because of high development; jiti’—conquering; anya—other; bhāva-sainye—soldiers of ecstasy; udaya—arising; haila—there was; nija-rājya-mane—within the kingdom of Her own mind; mane—within the mind; ha-ila—there was; lālasa—greed; nā—not; haya—becomes; āpana-vaśa—within Her own control; duḥkhe—in unhappiness; mane—to the mind; karena—does; bhartsane—chastisement.
TRANSLATION
“Then great eagerness conquered all the other soldiers of ecstasy, and an uncontrollable desire arose in the kingdom of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s mind. Greatly unhappy, She then chastised Her own mind.
TEXT 59
“মন মোর বাম-দীন, জল বিনা যেন মীন, কৃষ্ণ বিনা ক্ষণে মরি’ যায় । মধুর-হাস্য-বদনে, মন-নেত্র-রসায়নে, কৃষ্ণতৃষ্ণা দ্বিগুণ বাড়ায় ॥ ৫৯ ॥
“mana mora vāma-dīna, jala vinā yena mīna, kṛṣṇa vinā kṣaṇe mari’ yāya