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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 18]
SYNONYMS
cāhiye —looking;  beḍāite —wandering;  aiche —in this way;  rātri-śeṣa haila —the night ended;  antardhāna ha-ilā —has disappeared;  prabhu —the Lord;  niścaya karila —they decided.
TRANSLATION
While they were searching for the Lord, the night ended, and thus they all decided, “Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu has now disappeared.”
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প্রভুর বিচ্ছেদে কার দেহে নাহি প্রাণ। অনিষ্টাশঙ্কা বিনা কার মনে নাহি আন ॥ ৩৯ ॥
prabhura vicchede kāra dehe nāhi prāṇa aniṣṭā-śaṅkā vinā kāra mane nāhi āna
SYNONYMS
prabhura —from the Lord;  vicchede —due to separation;  kāra —of all of them;  dehe —in the body;  nāhi prāṇa —there was practically no life;  aniṣṭā-śaṅkā —doubts of some mishap;  vinā —besides;  kāra —of all of them;  mane —in the mind;  nāhi āna —there is nothing else.
TRANSLATION
In separation from the Lord, everyone felt as though he had lost his very life. They concluded that there must have been some mishap. They could not think of anything else.
TEXT 40
“অনিষ্টাশঙ্কীনি বন্ধুদ্বাদ্যানি ভবন্তি হি ॥” ৪০ ॥
“aniṣṭā-śaṅkīni bandhu-hṛdayāni bhavanti hi”
SYNONYMS
aniṣṭā —of some mishap;  śaṅkīni —possessing doubts;  bandhu —of friends or relatives;  hṛdayāni —hearts;  bhavanti —become;  hi —certainly.
TRANSLATION
“A relative or intimate friend is always fearful of some injury to his beloved.”
PURPORT
This is a quotation from the  Abhijñāna-śakuntala-nāṭaka .