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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 18]
TEXT 48
বড় মৎস্য বলি’ আমি উঠাইলুঁ যতনে । মুতক দেখিতে মোর ভয় হৈল মনে ॥ ৪৮ ॥
baḍa matsya bali’ āmi uṭhāiluṅ yatane mṛtaka dekhite mora bhaya haila mane
SYNONYMS
baḍa —great;  matsya —fish;  bali’ —thinking to be;  āmi —I;  uṭhāiluṅ —lifted;  yatane —with care;  mṛtaka —the dead body;  dekhite —seeing;  mora —my;  bhaya —fear;  haila —there was;  mane —in the mind.
TRANSLATION
“I lifted it with great care, thinking it a big fish, but as soon as I saw that it was a corpse, great fear arose in my mind.
TEXT 49
জাল খসাইতে তার অঙ্গ-স্পর্শ হইল । স্পর্শগাত্রে সেই ভূত হৃদয়ে পশিল ॥ ৪৯ ॥
jāla khasāite tāra aṅga-sparśa ha-ila sparśa-mātre sei bhūta hṛdaye paśila
SYNONYMS
jāla —the net;  khasāite —releasing;  tāra —his;  aṅga-sparśa —touch of the body;  ha-ila —there was;  sparśa-mātre —as soon as I touched it;  sei —that;  bhūta —ghost;  hṛdaye —in my heart;  paśila —entered.
TRANSLATION
“As I tried to release the net, I touched the body, and as soon as I touched it, a ghost entered my heart.
TEXT 50
ভয়ে কস্প হৈল, মোর নেত্রে বহে জল । গদগদ বাণী, রোম উঠিল সকল ॥ ৫০ ॥
bhaye kampa haila, mora netre vahe jala gadgada vāṇī, roma uṭhila sakala