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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 19]
mora sei kalā-nidhi, prāṇa-rakṣā-mahauṣadhi, sakhi, mora teṅho suhṛttama deha jīye tāṅhā vine, dhik ei jīvane, vidhi kare eta viḍambana!"
SYNONYMS
mora —of Me;  sei —that;  kalā-nidhi —reservoir of art and culture;  prāṇa-rakṣā-mahā-auṣaudhi —the panacea for saving My life;  sakhi —O My dear friend;  mora —My;  teṅho —He;  suhṛt-tama —the best of friends;  deha jīye —My body lives;  tāṅhā vine —without Him;  dhik —condemnation;  ei jīvane —to this life;  vidhi —Providence;  kare —does;  eta viḍambana —so much cheating.
TRANSLATION
“Kṛṣṇa is the reservoir of art and culture, and He is the panacea that saves My life. O My dear friend, since I live without Him, who is the best among My friends, I condemn the duration of My life. I think that Providence has cheated Me in many ways.”
TEXT 44
‘যে-জন জীতে নাহি চায়, তারে কেনে জীয়ায়’, বিধিপ্রতি উঠে ক্রোধ-শোক । বিধিরে করে ভৎসন, কৃষ্ণে দেন ওলাহন, পড়ি’ ভাগবতের এক শ্লোক ॥ 88 ॥
‘ye-jana jīte nāhi cāya, tāre kene jīyāya’, vidhi-prati uṭhe krodha-śoka vidhire kare bhartsana, kṛṣṇe dena olāhana, paḍi’ bhāgavatera eka śloka
SYNONYMS
ye-jana —that person who;  jīte —to live;  nāhi cāya —does not want;  tāre —him;  kene —why;  jīyāya —he makes life continue;  vidhi-prati —towards Providence;  uṭhe —awakens;  krodha-śoka —anger and lamentation;  vidhire —unto Providence;  kare —does;  bhartsana —chastisement;  kṛṣṇe —unto Lord Kṛṣṇa;  dena —gives;  olāhana —accusation;  paḍi’ —reading;  bhāgavatera —of Śrīmad-Bhāgavatam;  eka śloka —one verse.
TRANSLATION
“Why does Providence continue the life of one who does not wish to live?”  This thought aroused anger and lamentation. Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu then