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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 19]
SYNONYMS
akrūra —Akrūra;  kare —does;  tomāra doṣa —fault to you;  āmāya —unto me;  kene —why;  kara —you do;  roṣa —anger;  ihā —this;  yadi —if;  kaha —you say;  durācāra —O misbehaved (Providence);  tui —you;  akrūra-mūrti dhari —taking the form of Akrūra;  kṛṣṇa —Lord Kṛṣṇa;  nili —you have taken;  curi kari —stealing;  anyera —of others;  nahe —there is not;  aiche —this type of;  vyavahāra —behavior.
TRANSLATION
“O misbehaved Providence! If you reply to us, ‘Akrūra is actually at fault; why are you angry with me?’ then I say to you, ‘Providence, you have taken the form of Akrūra and have stolen Kṛṣṇa away. No one else would behave like this.’
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আপনার কর্ম-দোষ, তোরে কিবা করি রোষ, তোয়-মোয় সম্বন্ধ বিদূর । যে আমার প্রাণনাথ, একত্র রহি যাঁর সাথ, সেই কৃষ্ণ হইলা নিঠুর ! ৫০ ॥
āpanāra karma-doṣa, tore kibā kari roṣa, toya-moya sambandha vidūra ye āmāra prāṇa-nātha, ekatra rahi yāṅra sātha, sei kṛṣṇa ha-ilā niṭhura!
SYNONYMS
āpanāra karma-doṣa —it is the result of My own fate;  tore —unto you;  kibā —what;  kari roṣa —I give accusations;  toya-moya —between you and Me;  sambandha —the relationship;  vidūra —very far;  ye —the one who is;  āmāra —My;  prāṇa-nātha —life and soul;  ekatra —together;  rahi —We remain;  yāṅra sātha —with whom;  sei kṛṣṇa —that Kṛṣṇa;  ha-ilā niṭhura —has become so cruel.
TRANSLATION
“But this is the fault of My own destiny. Why should I needlessly accuse you? There is no intimate relationship between you and Me. Kṛṣṇa, however, is My life and soul. It is We who live together, and it is He who has become so cruel.”