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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 19]
TRANSLATION
In ecstasy, Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu rubbed His face against the walls all night long, making a peculiar sound, “goṅ-goṅ,” which Svarūpa Dāmodara could hear through the door.
TEXT 61
দীপ জালি’ ঘরে গেলা, দেখি’ প্রভুর মুখ। স্বরূপ, গোবিন্দ দু’হার হৈল বড় দুঃখ ॥ ৬১ ॥
dīpa jvāli’ ghare gelā, dekhi’ prabhura mukha svarūpa, govinda duṅhāra haila baḍa duḥkha
SYNONYMS
dīpa jvāli’ —lighting the lamp;  ghare —in the room;  gelā —went;  dekhi’ —seeing;  prabhura mukha —the face of the Lord;  svarūpa —Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī;  govinda —and Govinda;  duṅhāra —of both of them;  haila baḍa duḥkha —there was great unhappiness.
TRANSLATION
Lighting a lamp, Svarūpa Dāmodara and Govinda entered the room. When they saw the Lord’s face, both of them were full of sorrow.
TEXT 62
প্রভুরে শয্যাতে আনি’ স্থন্ধির করাইলা। ‘কাঁহে কৈলা এই তুমি ?’—স্বরূপ পুছিলা ॥ ৬২ ॥
prabhure śayyāte āni’ susthira karāilā ‘kāṅhe kailā ei tumi?’ — svarūpa puchilā
SYNONYMS
prabhure —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  śayyāte —to the bed;  āni’ —bringing;  susthira karāilā —made Him pacified;  kāṅhe —why;  kailā —have done;  ei —this;  tumi —You;  svarūpa puchilā —Svarūpa Dāmodara Gosvāmī inquired.
TRANSLATION
They brought the Lord to His bed, calmed Him and then asked, “Why have You done this to Yourself?”