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The Lord's Inconceivable Behavior
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TEXT 63
প্রভু কহেন,—“উদ্বেগে ঘরে না পারি রহিতে ।
দ্বার চাহি’ বুলি’ শীঘ্র বাহির হইতে ॥ ৬৩ ॥
prabhu kahena,—“udvege ghare nā pāri rahite dvāra cāhi’ buli’ śīghra bāhira ha-ite
SYNONYMS
prabhu kahena —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu replied;  udvege —out of great agitation;  ghare —within the room;  nā pāri —I was not able;  rahite —to stay;  dvāra cāhi’ —looking for the door;  buli’ —wandering;  śīghra —quickly;  bāhira ha-ite —to get out.
TRANSLATION
Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu replied, “I was in such anxiety that I could not stay in the room. I wanted to go out, and therefore I wandered about the room, looking for the door.
TEXT 64
দ্বার নাহি’ পাঞ্জা মুখ লাগে চারিভিতে ।
ক্ষত হয়, রক্ত পড়ে, না পাই যাইতে ॥” ৬৪ ॥
dvāra nāhi’ pāñā mukha lāge cāri-bhite kṣata haya, rakta paḍe, nā pāi yāite’’
SYNONYMS
dvāra nāhi’ pāñā —not finding the door;  mukha lāge —My face strikes;  cāri-bhite —on the four walls;  kṣata haya —there was injury;  rakta paḍe —blood came out;  nā pāi yāite —still I could not get out.
TRANSLATION
“Unable to find the door, I kept hitting the four walls with My face. My face was injured, and it bled, but I still could not get out.”
TEXT 65
উদ্বাদ-দশায় প্রভুর স্থির নহে মন ।
যেই করে, যেই বোলে সব,—উদ্বাদ-লক্ষণ ॥ ৬৫ ॥