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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-lilā, Ch. 20]
TRANSLATION
“Without love of Godhead, My life is useless. Therefore I pray that You accept Me as Your servant and give Me the salary of ecstatic love of God.”
TEXT 38
রসান্তরাবেশে হইল বিয়োগ-স্ফুরণ । উদ্বেগ, বিষাদ, দৈত্যে করে অলপন ॥ ৩৮ ॥
rasāntarāveśe ha-ila viyoga-sphuraṇa udvega, viṣāda, dainye kare pralapana
SYNONYMS
rasa-antara-āveśe —in the ecstatic love of different mellows;  ha-ila —there was;  viyoga-sphuraṇa —awakening of separation;  udvega —distress;  viṣāda —moroseness;  dainye —humility;  kare pralapana —speaks like a crazy person.
TRANSLATION
Separation from Kṛṣṇa awoke various mellows of distress, lamentation and humility. Thus Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu spoke like a crazy man.
TEXT 39
যুগায়িতং নিমেষেণ চক্ষুষ। প্রাবৃষায়িতম্ । শূন্যায়িতং জগং সর্বং গোবিন্দ-বিরহেণ মে ॥ ৩৯ ॥
yugāyitaṁ nimeṣeṇa cakṣuṣā prāvṛṣāyitaṁ śūnyāyitaṁ jagat sarvaṁ govinda-viraheṇa me
SYNONYMS
yugāyitaṁ —appearing like a great millennium;  nimeṣeṇa —by a moment;  cakṣuṣā —from the eyes;  prāvṛṣāyitaṁ —tears falling like torrents of rain;  śūnyāyitaṁ —appearing void;  jagat —the world;  sarvaṁ —all;  govinda —from Lord Govinda, Kṛṣṇa;  viraheṇa me —by My separation.
TRANSLATION
“My Lord Govinda, because of separation from You, I consider even a moment a great millennium. Tears flow from My eyes like torrents of rain, and I see the entire world as void.