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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 20]
SYNONYMS
kṛṣṇa —Lord Kṛṣṇa;  udāsīna —indifferent;  ha-ilā —became;  karite —to make;  parīkṣaṇa —testing;  sakhī saba kahe —all the friends say;  kṛṣṇe —unto Kṛṣṇa;  kara —just do;  upekṣaṇa —neglecting.
TRANSLATION
“Lord Kṛṣṇa has become indifferent to Me just to test My love, and My friends say, ‘Better to disregard Him.’”
TEXT 43
এতেক চিন্তিতে রাধার নির্মল হৃদয় ।
স্বাভাবিক প্রেমার স্বভাব করিল উদয় ॥ ৪৩ ॥
eteka cintite rādhāra nirmala hṛdaya svābhāvika premāra svabhāva karila udaya
SYNONYMS
eteka —thus;  cintite —thinking;  rādhāra —of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī;  nirmala hṛdaya —possessing a pure heart;  svābhāvika —natural;  premāra —of love of Kṛṣṇa;  sva-bhāva —the character;  karila udaya —awakes.
TRANSLATION
While Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī was thinking in this way, the characteristics of natural love became manifest because of Her pure heart.
TEXT 44
ঈধ্যা, উৎকণ্ঠা, দৈম্ম, প্রোঢ়ি, বিনয় ।
এত ভাব এক-ঠাঞি করিল উদয় ॥ ৪৪ ॥
īrṣyā, utkaṇṭhā, dainya, prauḍhi, vinaya eta bhāva eka-ṭhāñi karila udaya
SYNONYMS
īrṣyā —envy;  utkaṇṭhā —eagerness;  dainya —humility;  prauḍhi —zeal;  vinaya —solicitation;  eta bhāva —all these transcendental ecstasies;  eka-ṭhāñi —in one place;  karila udaya —awoke.
TRANSLATION
The ecstatic symptoms of envy, great eagerness, humility, zeal and supplication all became manifest at once.