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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Antya-līlā, Ch. 20]
āśliṣya vā pāda-ratāṁ pinaṣṭu mām 
  adarśanān marma-hatāṁ karotu vā 
  yathā tathā vā vidadhātu lampaṭo 
  mat-prāṇa-nāthas tu sa eva nāparaḥ
SYNONYMS
āśliṣya—embracing with great pleasure; vā—or; pāda-ratāṁ—who is fallen at the lotus feet; pinaṣṭu—let Him trample; mām—Me; adarśanāt—by not being visible; marma-hatāṁ—brokenhearted; karotu—let Him make; vā—or; yathā—as (He likes); tathā—so; vā—or; vidadhātu—let Him do; lampaṭaḥ—a debauchee, who mixes with other women; mat-prāṇa-nāthaḥ—the Lord of My life; tu—but; saḥ—He; eva—only; na aparaḥ—not anyone else.
TRANSLATION
“Let Kṛṣṇa tightly embrace this maidservant, who has fallen at His lotus feet. Let Him trample Me or break My heart by never being visible to Me. He is a debauchee, after all, and can do whatever He likes, but He is still no one other than the worshipable Lord of My heart.
TEXT 48
“আমি—কৃষ্ণপদ-দাসী, তেঁহো—রসস্ব্রহামি, 
  আলিঙ্গিয়া করে আত্মসাথ। 
  কিবা না দেয় দরশন, জারেন মোর তনুমন, 
  তবু তেঁহো—মোর প্রাণনাথ ॥ ৪৮ ॥
“āmi—kṛṣṇa-pada-dāsī, teṅho—rasa-sukha-rāśi, 
  āliṅgiyā kare ātma-sātha 
  kibā nā deya daraśana, jārena mora tanu-mana, 
  tabu teṅho—mora prāṇa-nātha
SYNONYMS
āmi—I; kṛṣṇa-pada-dāsī—a maidservant at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa; teṅho—He; rasa-sukha-rāśi—the reservoir of transcendental mellows; āliṅgiyā—by embracing; kare—makes; ātma-sātha—merged; kibā—or; nā deya—does not give; daraśana—audience; jārena—corrodes; mora—My; tanu-mana—body and mind; tabu—still; teṅho—He; mora prāṇa-nātha—the Lord of My life.
TRANSLATION
“I am a maidservant at the lotus feet of Kṛṣṇa. He is the embodiment of transcendental happiness and mellows. If He likes He can tightly embrace Me