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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Madhya-līlā, Ch. 2]
ei-mata vilāpa kare vihvala antara rāyera nāṭaka-śloka paḍe nirantara
SYNONYMS
ei-mata —in this way;  vilāpa —lamentation;  kare —does;  vihvala —bewildered;  antara —within;  rāyera —of Śrī Rāmānanda Rāya;  nāṭaka —drama;  śloka —verses;  paḍe —reads;  nirantara —constantly.
TRANSLATION
In this way Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu always expressed bewilderment and lamented in separation from Kṛṣṇa. At such times He used to read the ślokas from Rāmānanda Rāya's drama known as Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka.
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প্রেমচ্ছেদক্রজোহবগচ্ছতি হরির্নায়ং ন চ প্রেম বা স্থানাস্থানমবৈতি নাপি মদনো জানাতি নো দুর্বলাঃ । অগো বেদ ন চাগ্যুদ্ধখমখিলং নো জীবনং বাশ্রবং দ্বিত্রাণ্যেব দিনানি যৌবনমিদং হাহা বিধে কা গতিঃ ॥১৮
prema-ccheda-rujo 'vagacchati harir nāyaṁ na ca prema vā sthānāsthānam avaiti nāpi madano jānāti no durbalāḥ anyo veda na cānya-duḥkham akhilaṁ no jīvanaṁ vāśravaṁ dvi-trāṇy eva dināni yauvanam idaṁ hā-hā vidhe kā gatiḥ
SYNONYMS
prema-cheda-rujaḥ —the sufferings of a broken loving relationship;  avagacchati —knows;  hariḥ —the Supreme Lord;  na —not;  ayam —this;  na ca —nor;  prema —love;  vā —nor;  sthāna —the proper place;  asthānam —an unsuitable place;  avaiti —knows;  na —not;  api —also;  madanaḥ —Cupid;  jānāti —knows;  naḥ —us;  durbalāḥ —very weak;  anyaḥ —another;  veda —knows;  na —not;  ca —also;  anya-duḥkham —the difficulties of others;  akhilam —all;  naḥ —our;  jīvanam —life;  vā —or;  āśravam —simply full of miseries;  dvi —two;  trāṇi —three;  eva —certainly;  dināni —days;  yauvanam —youth;  idam —this;  hā-hā —alas;  vidhe —O creator;  kā —what;  gatiḥ —our destination.
TRANSLATION
[Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī used to lament:] “ ‘Our Kṛṣṇa does not realize what we have suffered from injuries inflicted in the course of loving affairs. We