Text 28]
The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Caitanya
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SYNONYMS
eteka—in this way;  vilāpa —lamentation;  kari' —doing;  viṣāde —in moroseness;  śrī-gaura-hari —Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  ughāḍiyā —opening;  duḥkhera —of unhappiness;  kapāṭa —doors;  bhāvera —of ecstasy;  taraṅgabale —by the force of the waves;  nānā-rūpe —in various ways;  mana —His mind;  cale —wanders;  āra eka —another one;  śloka —verse;  kaila —did;  pāṭha —read.
TRANSLATION
In this way, Lord Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu lamented in a great ocean of sadness, and thus He opened the doors of His unhappiness. Forced by the waves of ecstasy, His mind wandered over transcendental mellows, and in this way He would read another verse [as follows].
TEXT 28
শ্রীকৃষ্ণরূপাদিনিষেবণং বিনা ব্যর্থানি মেহহাম্মাথিলেন্দ্রিয়াণ্যলম্ । পাষাণশুক্ষেন্দ্রনভারকাণ্যহো বিভর্মি বা তানি কথং হতত্রপঃ ॥ ২৮ ॥
śrī-kṛṣṇa-rūpādi-niṣevaṇam vinā vyarthāni me 'hāny akhilendriyāṇy alam pāṣāṇa-śuṣkendhana-bhārakāṇy aho vibharmi vā tāni katham hata-trapaḥ
SYNONYMS
śrī-kṛṣṇa-rūpa-ādi—of the transcendental form and pastimes of Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa;  niṣevaṇam —the service;  vinā —without;  vyarthāni —meaningless;  me —My;  ahāni —days;  akhila —all;  indriyāṇi —senses;  alam —entirely;  pāṣāṇa —dead stones;  śuṣka —dry;  indhana —wood;  bhārakāṇi —burdens;  aho —alas;  vibharmi —I bear;  vā —or;  tāni —all of them;  katham —how;  hata-trapaḥ —without shame.
TRANSLATION
“‘My dear friends, unless I serve the transcendental form, qualities and pastimes of Śrī Kṛṣṇa, all My days and all My senses will become entirely useless. Now I am uselessly bearing the burden of My senses, which are