Text 36] The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Caitanya
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tion, as well as jealousy and lamentation due to not discharging one's duties. The despondency that results is called  nirveda . When one is captured by this despondency, thoughts, tears, loss of bodily luster, humility and heavy breathing result."  Viṣāda  is also explained in  Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu : "When one fails to achieve the desired goal of life and repents for all his offenses, there is a state of regret called  viṣāda ." The symptoms of  viṣāda  are also explained. "One hankers to revive his original condition and inquires how to do so. There are also deep thought, heavy breathing, crying and lamentation as well as a changing of the bodily color and drying up of the tongue."
In  Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu  thirty-three such destructive symptoms are mentioned. They are expressed in words, in the eyebrows and in the eyes. These symptoms are called  vyabhicārī bhāva , destructive ecstasy. If they continue, they are sometimes called  sañcārī , or continued ecstasy.
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যদা যাতো দৈবান্মধুরিপুরস্যে লোচনপথং 
    তদাস্মাকং চেতো মদনহতকেনাহতমভূং । 
    পুনর্যস্মিন্নেষ ক্ষণমপি দৃশ্যেরেতি পদবীং 
    বিধাস্ত্রামস্তম্মিন্নথিলঘটিকা রত্নথচিতাঃ ॥ ৩৬ ॥
yadā yāto daivān madhu-ripur asau locana-pathaṁ 
    tadāsmākaṁ ceto madana-hatakenāhṛtam abhūt 
    punar yasminn eṣa kṣaṇam api dṛśor eti padavīṁ 
    vidhāsyāmas tasminn akhila-ghaṭikā ratna-khacitāḥ
SYNONYMS
yadā —when;  yātaḥ —entered upon;  daivāt —by chance;  madhu-ripuḥ —the enemy of the demon Madhu;  asau —He;  locana-patham —the path of the eyes;  tadā —at that time;  asmākam —our;  cetaḥ —consciousness;  madana-hatakena —by wretched Cupid;  āhṛtam —stolen;  abhūt —has become;  punaḥ —again;  yasmin —when;  eṣaḥ —Kṛṣṇa;  kṣaṇam api —even for a moment;  dṛśoḥ —of the two eyes;  eti —goes to;  padavīm —the path;  vidhāsyāmaḥ —we shall make;  tasmin —at that time;  akhila —all;  ghaṭikāḥ —indications of time;  ratna-khacitāḥ —bedecked with jewels.
TRANSLATION
“‘If, by chance, the transcendental form of Kṛṣṇa comes before My path of vision, My heart, injured from being beaten, will be stolen away