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Śrī Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[Madhya-līlā, Ch. 2]
by Cupid, happiness personified. Because I could not see the beautiful form of Kṛṣṇa to My heart's content, when I again see His form I shall decorate the phases of time with many jewels.'
PURPORT
This verse is spoken by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī in the  Jagannātha-vallabha-nāṭaka  (3.11) of Rāmānanda Rāya.
TEXT 37
যে কালে বা স্বপনে, দেখিমু বংশীবদনে, সেই কালে আইলা দুই বৈরি। ‘আনন্দ’ আর ‘মদন’, হরি’ নিল মোর মন, দেখিতে না পাইমু নেত্র ভরি’ ॥ ৩৭ ॥
ye kāle vā svapane, dekhinu vaṁśī-vadane, sei kāle āilā dui vairi ‘ānanda’ āra ‘madana’, hari’ nila mora mana, dekhite nā pāinu netra bhari’
SYNONYMS
ye kāle—at the time; vā svapane—or in dreams; dekhinu—I saw; vaṁśī-vadane—Lord Kṛṣṇa’s face with His flute; sei kāle—at that time; āilā—appeared; dui—two; vairi—enemies; ānanda—pleasure; āra—and; madana—Cupid; hari’—stealing; nila—took; mora—My; mana—mind; dekhite—to see; nā—not; pāinu—I was able; netra—eyes; bhari’—fulfilling.
TRANSLATION
“Whenever I had the chance to see Lord Kṛṣṇa’s face and His flute, even in a dream, two enemies would appear before Me. They were pleasure and Cupid, and since they took away My mind, I was not able to see the face of Kṛṣṇa to the full satisfaction of My eyes.
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পুনঃ যদি কোন ক্ষণ, কয়ায় কৃষ্ণ দরশন, তবে সেই ঘটী-ক্ষণ-পল।