Text 42]
The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Caitanya
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TEXT 41
পুনঃ কহে,—হায় হায়,      শুন, স্বরূপ-রামরায়,      এই মোর হ্রদয়-নিশ্চয় । শুনি, করহ বিচার,      হয়, নয়—কহ সার,      এত বলি’ শ্লোক উচ্চারয় ॥ ৪১ ॥
punaḥ kahe, —hāya hāya,      śuna, svarūpa-rāmarāya,      ei mora hṛdaya-niścaya śuni, karaha vicāra,      haya, naya—kaha sāra,      eta bali’ śloka uccāraya
SYNONYMS
punaḥ —again;  kahe —says;  hāya hāya —alas;  śuna —kindly hear;  svarūpa-rāma-rāya —My dear Svarūpa Dāmodara and Rāmānanda Rāya;  ei —this;  mora —My;  hṛdaya-niścaya —the certainty in My heart;  śuni —hearing;  karaha —just make;  vicāra —judgment;  haya, naya —correct or not;  kaha sāra —tell Me the essence;  eta bali’ —saying this;  śloka —another verse;  uccāraya —recites.
TRANSLATION
Again He addressed both Svarūpa Dāmodara and Rāya Rāmānanda, speaking despondently: “Alas! My friends, you can now know the certainty within My heart, and after knowing My heart you should judge whether I am correct or not. You can speak of this properly.” Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu then began to chant another verse.
TEXT 42
কইঅবরহিঅং পেষ্মং গ হি হোই মাণুসে লোএ । জই হোই কস্স বিরহে হোস্তুষ্মি কো জীঅই ॥ ৪২ ॥
kai-ava-rahi-aṁ pemmaṁ ṇa hi hoi māṇuse loe ja-i hoi kassa virahe hontammi ko jīa-i
SYNONYMS
kai-ava-rahi-am —without any cheating propensity, without any motive concerning the four principles of material existence (namely religiosity, economic development, sense gratification and liberation);  pemmam —love