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The Ecstatic Manifestations of Lord Caitanya
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ment;  nāre —not able;  goṅāite —to pass;  prabala —powerful;  viraha-anale —in the fire of separation;  dhairya —patience;  haila —became;  ṭalamale —tottering;  nānā —various;  śloka —verses;  lāgilā —began;  paḍite —to recite.
TRANSLATION
In this way various ecstatic emotions evolved, and the Lord's mind filled with anxiety. He could not escape even for a moment. In this way, because of fierce feelings of separation, His patience began to totter, and He began to recite various verses.
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অমৃত্যধম্যানি দিনান্তরাণি হরে জদালোকনমস্তরেণ । অনাথবঙ্গো কর্ক্রণৈকসিঙ্গো হা হস্ত হা হস্ত কথং নয়ামি ॥
amūny adhanyāni dināntarāṇi   hare tvad-ālokanam antareṇa   anātha-bandho karuṇaika-sindho   hā hanta hā hanta kathaṁ nayāmi
SYNONYMS
amūni —all those;  adhanyāni —inauspicious;  dina-antarāṇi —other days;  hare —O My Lord;  tvat —of You;  ālokanam —seeing;  antareṇa —without;  anātha-bandho —O friend of the helpless;  karuṇā-eka-sindho —O only ocean of mercy;  hā hanta —alas;  hā hanta —alas;  katham —how;  nayāmi —shall I pass.
TRANSLATION
“‘O My Lord, O Supreme Personality of Godhead, O friend of the helpless! You are the only ocean of mercy! Because I have not met You, My inauspicious days and nights have become unbearable. I do not know how I shall pass the time.’
PURPORT
This is a verse from  Kṛṣṇa-karṇāmṛta  (41) by Bilvamaṅgala Thākura.
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তোমার দর্শন-বিমে, অধম্ভ এ রাত্রি-দিমে, এই কাল না যায় কাটন ।