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Šri Caitanya-caritāmṛta
[[Madhya-lilā, Ch. 13]
TRANSLATION
“ ‘It is amazing that You have forgotten the land of Vṛndāvana. And how is it that You have forgotten Your father, mother and friends? How have You forgotten Govardhana Hill, the bank of the Yamunā, and the forest where You enjoyed the rāsa-līlā dance?
TEXT 144
বিদগ্ধ, মৃদু, সদ্গুণ, স্ত্রীল, স্নিগ্ধ, করুণ, 
    তুমি, তোমার নাহি দোষাভাস । 
    তবে যে তোমার মন, নাহি স্মরে ব্রজজন, 
    সে—আমার দুর্দৈব-বিলাস ॥ ১৪৪ ॥
vidagdha, mṛdu, sad-guṇa, suśīla, snigdha, karuṇa, tumi, tomāra nāhi doṣābhāsa tabe ye tomāra mana, nāhi smare vraja-jana, se—āmāra durdaiva-vilāsa
SYNONYMS
vidagdha —most refined;  mṛdu —gentle;  sat-guṇa —endowed with all good qualities;  su-śīla —well-behaved;  snigdha —softhearted;  karuṇa —merciful;  tumi —You;  tomāra —Your;  nāhi —there is not;  doṣa-ābhāsa —even a tinge of fault;  tabe —still;  ye —indeed;  tomāra —Your;  mana —mind;  nāhi —does not;  smare —remember;  vraja-jana —the inhabitants of Vṛndāvana;  se —that;  āmāra —My;  durdaiva-vilāsa —suffering of past misdeeds.
TRANSLATION
“‘Kṛṣṇa, You are certainly a refined gentleman with all good qualities. You are well-behaved, softhearted and merciful. I know that there is not even a tinge of fault to be found in You, yet Your mind does not even remember the inhabitants of Vṛndāvana. This is only My misfortune, and nothing else.
TEXT 145
না গণি আপন-দুঃখ, দেখি’ ব্রজেশ্বরী-মুখ, ব্রজজনের হৃদয় বিদরে। কিবা মার’ ব্রজবাসী, কিবা জীয়াও ব্রজে আসি’, কেন জীয়াও দুঃখ সহাইবারে ? ১৪৫ ॥