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of milk and often goes to sell it on the other side of the Yamunā. To cross the river, She has to pay the boatman, and the spot where the boatman collects his fares is called the  dāna-ghāṭi . Lord Śrī Kṛṣṇa stops Her from going, telling Her, "First You have to pay the fee; then You will be allowed to go." This pastime is called  dāna-keli-līlā . Similarly, if Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī wants to pick a flower, Śrī Kṛṣṇa claims to be the garden's proprietor and prohibits Her. This pastime is called  kila-kiñcita . Rādhārāṇī's shyness arises due to Śrī Kṛṣṇa's prohibitions, and ecstatic loving bodily symptoms called  kila-kiñcita-bhāva  are manifest at this time. These ecstatic symptoms are explained in the following verse, which is from Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī's  Ujjvala-nīlamaṇi  ( Anubhāva-prakaraṇa , 44).
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গৰ্বাভিলাষক্বদিতস্মিতাস্থয়াভয়ক্ৰুধাম্ । সৰুৱীকৱণং হৰ্ষাছ্চ্যতে কিলকিঞ্চিতম্ ॥ ১৭৪ ॥
garvābhilāṣa-rudita-smitāsūyā-bhaya-krudhām saṅkarī-karaṇaṁ harṣād ucyate kila-kiñcitam
SYNONYMS
garva —pride;  abhilāṣa —ambition;  rudita —crying;  smita —smiling;  asuya —envying;  bhaya —fearing;  krudhām —anger;  saṅkarī-karaṇam —the act of shrinking away;  harṣāt —because of jubilation;  ucyate —is called;  kila-kiñcitam —ecstatic symptoms known as  kila-kiñcita .
TRANSLATION
“‘Pride, ambition, weeping, smiling, envy, fear and anger are the seven ecstatic loving symptoms manifest by a jubilant shrinking away, and these symptoms are called kila-kiñcita-bhāva.’
TEXT 17B
আর সাত ভাব আসি’ সহজে মিলয়। অষ্টভাব-সন্মিলনে ‘মহাভাব’ হয় ॥ ১৭৫ ॥
āra sāta bhāva āsi’ sahaje milaya aṣṭa-bhāva-sammilane ‘mahābhāva’ haya