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Šrī Caitanya-caritāmrta
[[Madhya-līlā, Ch. 14
TRANSLATION
“This ecstatic dress of Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī’s is called kuṭṭamita. When it is manifest, She externally tries to avoid Kṛṣṇa, and She apparently becomes angry, although She is very happy within.
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শুনা  খরাদিগ্রহণে  হৃৎপ্রীতা বপি  সম্ভ্রমাৎ ।
বহিঃক্রোধে। ব্যথিতবৎ প্রোক্তং কুট্টমিতং বুধৈ: ॥ ১৯৭ ॥
stanādharādi-grahaṇe   hṛt-prītāv api sambhramāt   bahiḥ krodho vyathitavat   proktaṁ kuṭtamitaṁ budhaiḥ
SYNONYMS
stana —breasts;  adhara —lips;  ādi —and so on;  grahaṇe —when capturing;  hṛt-prītau —satisfaction of the heart;  api —even though;  sambhramāt —because of respectfulness;  bahiḥ —externally;  krodhaḥ —anger;  vyathita —aggrieved;  vat —as if;  proktam —called;  kuṭṭamitam —the technical term  kuṭṭamita ;  budhaiḥ —by learned scholars.
TRANSLATION
“‘When the border of Her sari and the cloth veiling Her face are caught, She externally appears offended and angry, but within Her heart She is very happy. Learned scholars call this attitude kuttamita.’
PURPORT
This is a quotation from  Ujjvala-nilamaṇi  ( Anubhāva-prakaraṇa , 49)...
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কৃষ্ণ-বাঞ্ছা পূর্ণ হয়, করে পাণি-রোধ ।।
অস্তুরে আনন্দ  রাখা, বাহিরে বাম্য-ক্রোধ ॥ ১৯৮ ॥
krṣṇa-vāñchā pūrṇa haya, kare pāṇi-rodha antare ānanda rādhā, bāhire vāmya-krodha
SYNONYMS
krṣṇa-vāñchā —the desire of Lord Krṣṇa;  pūrṇa —fulfilled;  haya —let it be;  kare —does;  pāṇi-rodha —checking with Her hand;  antare —within the heart;