Teyt 501 Sârvabhauma Bhattācārva Offers Prasāda to the Lord
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TRANSLATION
“I have given up the service of My mother and have accepted the sannyāsa order. Actually I should not have done this, for by so doing, I have destroyed My religious principles.
TEXT 49
তাঁর প্রেমবশ আমি, তাঁর সেবা- ধর্ম ।  
 তাহা ছাড়ি’ করিয়াছি বাতুলের কর্ম ॥ ৪৯ ॥
tāṅra prema-vaśa āmi, tāṅra sevā—dharma tāhā chādi’ kariyāchi vātulera karma
SYNONYMS
tāṅra prema-vaśa —subordinate to her love;  āmi —l;  tāṅra sevā —her service;  dharma —My religion;  tāhā chāḍi' —giving up that;  kariyāchi —l performed;  vātulera karma —the acts of a madman.
TRANSLATION
“I am subordinate to the love of My mother, and it is My duty to serve her in return. Instead of doing so, I have accepted this renounced order. Certainly this is the act of a madman.
TEXT 50
বাতুল বালকের মাতা নাহি লয়   দোষ । এই জানি’ মাতা মোরেনা করয় রোষ ॥ ৫০ ॥
vātula bālakera mātā nāhi laya doṣa ei jāni’ mātā more nā karaya roṣa
SYNONYMS
vātula bālakera —of a mad son;  mātā —mother;  nāhi —does not;  laya —accept;  doṣa —fault;  ei jāni' —knowing this;  mātā —mother;  more —unto Me;  nā karaya roṣa —is not at all angry.
TRANSLATION
“A mother is not offended by her mad son, and, knowing this, My mother is not offended by Me.