Text 146) Sārvabhauma Bhaṭṭācārya Offers Prasāda to the Lord
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āmāre kahena,—āmi tomāra kiṅkara tomāra ājñākārī āmi nāhi svatantara
SYNONYMS
āmāre kahena —he said unto Me;  āmi —l;  tomāra kiṅkara —Your servant;  tomāra ājñā-kārī —Your order carrier;  āmi —l;  nāhi —am not;  svatantara —independent.
TRANSLATION
“Murāri Gupta then replied, ‘I am Your servant and Your order carrier. I have no independent existence.’
TEXT 1455
এত বলি’ ঘরে গেল, চিন্তি’ রাত্রিকালে । রঘুনাথ-ত্যাগ-চিন্তায় হইল বিকলে ॥ ১৪৫ ॥
eta bali’ ghare gela, cinti’ rātri-kāle raghunātha-tyāga-cintāya ha-ila vikale .
SYNONYMS
eta bali' —saying this;  ghare gela —went to his house;  cinti' —thinking;  rātri-kāle —at night;  raghunātha —Lord Rāmacandra;  tyāga —giving up;  cintāya —by thoughts of;  ha-ila vikale —became overwhelmed.
TRANSLATION
“After this, Murāri Gupta went home and spent the whole night thinking how he would be able to give up the association of Raghunātha, Lord Rāma-candra. Thus he was overwhelmed.
TEXT 1466
কেমনে ছাড়িব রঘুনাথের চরণ । আজি রাত্র্যে প্রভু মোর করাহ মরণ ॥ ১৪৬ ॥
kemane chāḍiba raghunāthera caraṇa āji rātrye prabhu mora karāha maraṇa
SYNONYMS
kemane chāḍiba —how shall I give up;  raghunāthera caraṇa —the lotus feet of Lord Raghunātha;  āji rātrye —this night;  prabhu —O Lord Raghunātha;  mora —my;  karāha maraṇa —please cause death.