Tovt 13 oli
The lord's Attempt to Go to Vrndāvana
ဘုရား
SYNONYMS
paṇḍitera —of Gadādhara Paṇḍita;  gaurāṅga-prema —the love for Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  bujhana —understanding;  nā yāya —is not possible;  pratijñā —a vow;  śrī-kṛṣṇa-sevā —the service of the Lord;  chāḍila —gave up;  tṛṇa-prāya —almost like straw.
TRANSLATION
No one can understand the loving intimacy between Gadādhara Paṇḍita and Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu. Gadādhara Paṇḍita gave up his vow and service to Gopīnātha just as one gives up a piece of straw.
PURPORT
Just to get Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s association, Gadādhara Paṇḍita gave up his life’s vow to engage in Gopīnātha’s service. This kind of loving affection can be understood only by very confidential devotees. Ordinarily, no one can understand its purport.
TEXT 1388
তাঁহার চরিত্রে প্রভু অন্তরে সন্তোষ ।।
তাঁহার হাতে ধরি   কহে করি’ প্রণয়-রোষ  ॥ ১৩৮ ॥ 
 ॥ ১৩৮ ॥
tāṅhāra caritre prabhu antare santoṣa
tāṅhāra hāte dhari’ kahe kari’ praṇaya-roṣa
SYNONYMS
tāṅhāra caritre —in his behavior;  prabhu —Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu;  antare —within His heart;  santoṣa —very satisfied;  tāṅhāra hāte dhari' —catching his hand;  kahe —says;  kari' —exhibiting;  praṇaya-roṣa —anger in love.
TRANSLATION
Gadādhara Paṇḍita’s behavior was very pleasing to Śrī Caitanya Mahāprabhu’s heart. Nevertheless, the Lord took his hand and spoke to him, displaying the anger of love.
TEXT 139
‘প্রতিজ্ঞা’, ‘সেবা’ ছাড়িবে, – এ তোমার ‘উদ্দেশ’ ।।
সে সিদ্ধ হইল—ছাড়ি’ আইলা দূর দেশ ॥ ১৩৯ ॥