Toqui 2761
The lord's Attempt to Go to Vrodāvana
२१६
TBANSIATION
“I have therefore resolved to go alone or, at the utmost, with one servant. In this way, My journey to Vrndāvana will be beautiful.
TEXT 274
বৃন্দাবন যাব কাহাঁ ‘একাকী’ হঞা ! সৈন্য সঙ্গে চলিয়াছি ঢাক বাজাঞা । ১৭৪ ॥
vṛndāvana yāba kāhāṅ ‘ekākī’ hañā!  
 sainya saṅge caliyāchi dhāka bājāñā!
SYNONYMS
vṛndāvana yāba —I should go to Vṛndāvana;  kāhāṅ —whereas;  ekākī hañā —being alone;  sainya —soldiers;  saṅge —along with;  caliyāchi —I am going;  ḍhāka bājāñā —beating the drum.
TRANSLATION
“I thought, ‘Instead of going to Vṛndāvana alone, I am going with soldiers and the beating of drums.’
TEXT 275
ধিক্, ধিক্ আপনাকে বলি’ হইলাঙ অস্থির । নিবৃত্ত হঞা পুনঃ আইলাঙ গঙ্গাতীর ॥ ২৭৫ ॥
dhik, dhik āpanāke bali’ ha-ilāṅa asthira nivṛtta hañā punaḥ āilāṅa gaṅgā-tīra
SYNONYMS
dhik dhik  —fie! fie!;  āpanāke  —on Myself;  bali'  —saying;  ha-ilāṅa  —I became;  asthira  —agitated;  nivṛtta hañā  —stopping such an action;  punaḥ  —again;  āilāṅa  —I came back;  gaṅgā-tīra  —to the bank of the Ganges.
TRANSLATION
“I therefore said, ‘Fie upon Me!’ and being very agitated, I returned to the banks of the Ganges.
TEXT 2766
ভক্তগণে রাখিয়া আইনু নিজ মিজ স্থানে । আমা-সঙ্গে আইলা সবে পাঁচ-ছয় জনে ॥ ২৭৬ ॥