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The Lord Instructs Śrīla Rūpa Gosvāmī
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SYNONYMS
sā —Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī;  ca —also;  mene —considered;  tadā —at that time;  āt-mānam —Herself;  variṣṭhām —the most glorious;  sarva-yoṣitām —among all the  gopīs ;  hitvā —giving up;  gopīḥ —all the other  gopīs ;  kāmayānāḥ —who were desiring the company of  Kṛṣṇa ;  mām —Me;  asau —that Śrī  Kṛṣṇa ;  bhajate —worships;  priyaḥ —the most dear;  tataḥ —thereafter;  gatvā —going;  vana-uddeśam —to the deep forest;  dṛptā —being very proud;  keśavam —unto  Kṛṣṇa ;  abravīt —said;  na pāraye —am unable;  aham —I;  calitum —to walk;  naya —just carry;  mām —Me;  yatra —wherever;  te —Your;  manaḥ —mind;  evam uktaḥ —thus being ordered by Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī;  priyām —to please get on;  iti —thus;  tataḥ —thereafter;  ca —also;  antardadhe —disappeared;  kṛṣṇaḥ —Lord  Kṛṣṇa ;  sā —Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī;  vadhūḥ —the  gopī ;  anvatapyata —began to lament.
TRANSLATION
“‘“My dearmost  Kṛṣṇa , You are worshiping Me and giving up the company of all the other  gopīs  who wanted to enjoy themselves with You.” Thinking like this, Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī considered Herself  Kṛṣṇa’s  most beloved  gopī . She had become proud and had left the  rāsa-līlā  with  Kṛṣṇa . In the deep forest She said, “My dear  Kṛṣṇa , I cannot walk any more. You can take Me wherever You like.” When Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī petitioned  Kṛṣṇa  in this way,  Kṛṣṇa  said, “Just get up upon My shoulders.” As soon as Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī began to do so, He disappeared. Śrīmatī Rādhārāṇī then began to grieve over Her request and  Kṛṣṇa’s  disappearance.’
PURPORT
These three verses are quoted from Śrīmad- Bhāgavatam  (10.30.37-39).
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পতিস্তান্বয়ভ্রাতৃবান্ধব।-
নতিবিলজ্য তেহন্ত্রাচ্যুতাগতাঃ ।
গতিবিদস্তবোদ্গীতগোহিতাঃ
কিতব ঘোষিতঃ কন্ত্রাজেন্নিশি ॥ ২১ ।
pati-sutānvaya-bhrātṛ-bāndhavān ativilaṅghya te ‘nty acyutāgatāḥ gatividas tavodgita-mohitāḥ kitava yoṣitaḥ kas tyajen niśi