Teyt ۱2۹۱
Explanations of the Atmarama verse
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TEXT 12A
অস্মিন্ স্থখঘনমূর্ত্তেী পরমাত্মনি রৃষ্ণিপত্তনে ক্ষুরতি । আত্মারামতয়া মে রথা গতো বত চিরং কালঃ ॥ ১২৮ ॥
asmin sukha-ghana-mūrtau paramātmani vṛṣṇi-pattane sphurati ātmārāmatayā me vṛthā gato bata ciraṁ kālaḥ
SYNONYMS
asmin —when this;  sukha-ghana-mūrtau —form of complete happiness;  parama-ātmani —the Supreme Person;  vṛṣṇi-pattane —in Dvārakā-dhāma;  sphurati —exists;  ātmārāmatayā —by the process of cultivating Brahman realization;  me —my;  vṛthā —uselessly;  gataḥ —wasted;  bata —alas, what can I say;  ciram —for a long time;  kālaḥ —time.
TRANSLATION
“‘In this Dvārakā-dhāma, I am being attracted by the Supreme Personality of Godhead, Kṛṣṇa, who is personified spiritual bliss. Simply by seeing Him, I am feeling great happiness. Oh, I have wasted so much time trying to become self-realized through impersonal cultivation. This is a cause for lamentation!’
PURPORT
This verse is also found in  Bhakti-rasāmṛta-sindhu  (3.1.34).
TEXT 129
‘জীবন্মুক্ত’ অনেক, সেই দুই ভেদ জানি। 
‘ভক্ত্যে জীবন্মুক্ত’, ‘জ্ঞানে জীবন্মুক্ত’ মানি ॥ ১২৯ ॥
‘jīvan-mukta’ aneka, sei dui bheda jāni ‘bhaktye jīvan-mukta’, ‘jñāne jīvan-mukta’ māni
SYNONYMS
jīvat-mukta —liberated in this life;  aneka —there are many;  sei —all of them;  dui bheda —two divisions;  jāni —we consider;  bhaktye jīvat-mukta —one liberated in this life by pursuing the process of devotional service;  jñāne jīvat-mukta —a person liberated in this life by following the process of philosophical speculation;  māni —we can understand.